Belated Happy Mother's day to all mom around the globe

Hey ya'll. Happy to get a free time to check my blogsite. I have been busy and I don't have enough time to stay long online. I almost forgot it was Mother's day last sunday. Oh! I slept all day and woke up late afternoon. It never flashed on my mind that it was Mom's day around the globe.

Well, its better to be late than never,

 Happy Mother's Day to all Mom's all over the world.

To my mama, thanks for everything, for your never ending love and understanding even though I am far away from you from the bottom of my heart you are always there and you are always loved by me. You are the best mama and I am happy to have you as my mom.

lets explore

Exploring Ilocos..

nice beaches, scenery, nice people and yummy food and  a place rich in history and culture.

a coconut trees

old chapel with the nice view on the top side, the mountain

wanna ride??

souvenir shops

nice beach.. having fun under the sun

ooppppsss...ssssshhhhh..

ms. M

nothing to do

i just feel bored....

whatta bad day but im still blessed

Its a brand new day but i'm still awake just finished my homework that gives me too much headache. Im craving for something to eat, ahmmm.. in the middle of the night? I woke up late, since its holiday and nothing to do, but in the afternoon time i went to the church to attend mass, its almost 2 weeks that i didnt go anywhere, i was busy doing some projects, and other things in university.




whilst on my way to the mall tonight, something got my attention, ahhhm PDA? yes public display of affection, cuddling, kissing in public. After attending mass and this kinda of scene you will see around, its kinda irritating, its like a devil is just around, and anytime will attack you lol. well, i think i was just sensitive today thats why it caught my attention and besides i just attended mass and i feel refresh and in a sudden way i'll see this scenario on the street. haisttt, sad to say but a lot of things changed.

and while having a cup of tea and sweets in my fave place, a group of teenage friends were very noisy, talking so loud and laughing so loud that seems like they are on their own house. and it makes me feel irritated,. its okey to do such things if you're in your own home and not in the public places. i think its an over react laughing on something nonsense. learn on how to minimize your voice. sigh..

i feel i wanna shout and say could you please shut up people and give me peace..hahaha! i feel annoyed. yes, im not a loud kind of person, i prefer to keep silent and just listen, and most especially i never shout even im pissed off or in different conversation with my friends, im still calm even i feel i want to burst out.

Silence please..

and above all of this i feel better now my friend working in my fave place gave me a drinks that could help cure my cough..i feel relieved a bit.

Thanks god for all the blessings, courage and strenght and for always guiding us.

shot was quite bad

i didnt check the settings of my cam.. tsk..tsk..


i thought it was a real tree..its an artificial tree and they just put a small green lights to make it attractive..ahmmm.. creativity makes thing look good..

seaside

got problem with the settings of my cam, i forgot to check it, the result was quite bad..

my sweet hello and new job

Hello everyone!

Its morning now but im still awake, just done doing my project (its just one of my projects.) I still have so much projects that needed my attentions. I have new work now coz I was assigned as a secretary, so its another thing that makes my day busy doing some scheds for meetings and other important things. Gossshhh, my dear sir, why oh why? you gave me now a lots of responsibilities.


Finally, I came up on a decision to change my mobile number because my old one didnt worked and the telco didnt fixed it and i cant use it anymore, so, to all my friends who sent me message or trying to call me, try to message me with my other number .. Im sorry, soon i will send you my new mobile no. just quite busy now and dont have much time for other things even checking my mobile. i skip my meal sometimes coz of busy scheds.


to all my friends;
just wait for my sweet hello on your mobile screen. xoxo.

in a middle of the crowd

Hey yah! I had headache today, i didnt attend my class today. arrrggghh... I met new friend from somewhere and this person reminds me of someone, i just dont know if its just at the back of my mind that they have the same attitude, it just happend that i met this person unexpectedly and when we had conversation, it really reminds me of someone. anyway whatever it is im still blessed because in the middle of the crowd i met someone who become a good frend of mine and a person who always lift my spirit to feel better. thanks God!


Sometimes we didnt know who will come along our way, its just happend in unexpected time and place, sometimes people come and go in our life, we might loose them but at the end we just realize that we gain knowledge and learned a lesson from them, they leave a footprints in our life, and we treasured that person, eventhough he/she is not part of our life anymore or we dont have any communication with them there is a time that we still remember them and thinking where is he/she now? is he/she fine?.


anyway,


we have a lot of projects in our international cuisine.. i dont know how and where im going to start..lol :). im planning to buy a book, wheeww..its kinda expensive, but its okey to invest for this coz every year the value of the book became high and sometimes you cant find that kind of book in a bookstore coz they only have limited stocks.


i just fixed my old blog and soon im going to open it again..

Thanks God for everything!

random thoughts

Hallooo!. just got time to make a post. i was bit busy this past days due to some reasons that can't avoid in my everyday life. At last i had time to visit my fave place, just got time to relax and to sleep all night all day, its 24/7..lol! Ahmmm... im just on vacation for a week, so i need to enjoy every minute of it after a long months of working without a vacation, so, i shouldnt spoil those free time i have now. i feel bit okey now, just feel kinda sad and bored. There's something that makes me feel sad and bad. Im going to start my bittersweet revenge soon, lol ;), just wait and see what will gonna happen in the next few weeks.

anyway,

I really love the weather here.. oh! i really love rainy season.its kinda romantic, is there something special with the rain? yes! coz it makes my day and inspired me. i remember those old times with my cousins and siblings. it brings back those childhood memories, its like candies and gummy candies that everytime i went to the candy store the first things comes on my mind was my childhood memories and my friends when i was a kiddo.


btw, i got sms from the people who cares but i didnt sent any reply coz im not in the mood to talk to anyone nowadays, i want to be alone and to relax, i dont want to talk to my friend for the meantime, I called it, "me time", they already understand if my status is like that. means i want to be alone.



I went to the mall tonight, I bought some stuffs and while having my dinner alone i saw the brother of my frend Ali, my god why everytime i saw him, he always staring at me? it makes me wonder and awkward, ahmmm..wanna ask my frend if why his brother is like that, maybe he want to approach me but he doesnt know how to do so because im kinda snob. and i never greet or even smile to a person whom not my friend, i dont care even they smile at me or they greet me. rule: "dont talk to stranger". but his older brother is nice person, all of them in the family were nice, as i remember he was the one who served me the food during his niece birthday, FYI: i was invited..lol!



Thanks God for the strenghts and courage and for taking care of my love ones and to those people whom i care about..


just thinking now what to do for tomorrow.

gonna travel and feeling down

yey! im done with my training!Thanks God! i feel happy at last im back with my normal routine in life but i miss my manager and colleagues and my everyday routine at work. oh life.. i felt sad and my heart melts when my manager said some touching words and advice.. im gonna miss them. huhuhu.. feel wanna cry that night before i leave, our bartender hugged me so tight and our manager cooked a yummy dinner for me.. grrrr..and our bartender, first time in my life that i tried to drink a mixed of whisky, rhum, tequila and vodka, with slice of lemon our bartender gave me a straight shots of this before i finish my duty... they told me it's bring good luck..lol! but i still love the taste of tequila rose, its yummy sweet. Thats how they love me, they're the first one who forced me to try those hard liqours,tsk..tsk..i enjoyed my days working with them even though sometimes i had a hard times dealing with some people around me and i felt annoyed sometimes and they make me cried but most of them help me to cope with the situation during the time that i had problem... im a very serious person at work. im working 11 hours everyday for almost 2 weeks. well, im just trying to kill myself.


and now i feel not okey, i have colds.. i went to the saloon today to cut my hair, wheeww..new hair style for a changed. i feel down and sad nowadays, i feel empty and bored. i want to change my environment, im gonna travel out of country this coming weeks. im alone as usual, and just want to enjoy life being alone in this life. feel kinda tired being like this but im still searching for the answer of all the questions i have till now. im still confused and wondering.


nowadays i dont feel happy, feel wanna stay in a place where i can relax and recharge my mind and myself. i feel tired of thinking some things that i know its impossible to happen. hope everything will be fine and i will be fine soon.


Thanks God for all the blessings, strenghts and courage..

one more day to go..

one more day to go! yey! i need to pamper myself.. really feel tired and exausted. time to travel to change my environment. i love the weather nowadays, cold rainy days..

im back and other random issues

Im back.. after a weeks of not visiting my dear diary.. just having a very busy days, i need to finish my training as soon as possible. what a stressful weeks. im off at work today but im still busy with my other work.. :) i got tired today, i had a lot of things today. i went to the bank, bought some stuffs , i accompany my brother to the terminal going back home etc...


yey! my brother visit me here at home and stayed for how many days but he need to go back home because next week he will go back to work. hope soon he will visit us here again.. missed my family.


I got home late night since i started my training, everyday was a very tiring day. i feel so sleepy at work last night..lol.:) our chef cooked one of my fave food. yey! but i didnt eat that much coz im not in the mood to have lunch and dinner. i feel exhausted and tired. im getting closer to my last day in training.wheewww..after those sleepless nights, happy and friendly people around, new friends i met and annoying guests and night shift manager, really i dont know what kind of attitude he has coz sometimes he is very nice to us but sometime he is kinda bad and annoying. but i need to be good coz he is the one who will sign my training certificate and for my exit interview and other documents that i need for my portfolio and other university requirements.

anyway,

i didnt stayed long online since i start my training, im not updated of what happening around the globe this past weeks.i just dont have enough time to read. i feel kinda bored and sad nowadays. there's a lot of things happened this past month and i had a hard times to cope with the situation. i feel okey because im at work and i have busy days so i didnt feel lonely. thanks God coz all of the people at work were very nice to me.yey! Thanks God!.. I dont have time to watch tv, i almost forgot to check my mobile sometimes and sometimes i forgot to eat also.. this is the life of being busy.


I feel wanna cry sometimes coz i have a tan color skin now, i go to work at noon time and the weather outside too hot. still summer here and the weather too bad. i stopped my skin medication and vitamins for the meantime but after my training i will visit my derma doctor to continue my skin medication. and i lose weight, go back to being slim yay! too bad...


We planned to go out of town a week after next week, its a bonding session with new friends and colleagues and the managers that we love to be with us at work,lol! hope i still have energy to join with the bar department outing. hoping and wishing that i can join with them, hope i dont have any sched on that day.


Thanks God for all the courage and strenght and for taking care of those people i love..


Have Blessed week everyone.. missed my family..

happylovely signing off!. till next time..mwaahuggsss:)

im back - i miss everything

hey yah! im off at work today so i have enough time to stay long online. I was quite busy the past weeks due to my training in our class subject in university, im having hard times nowadays it's a new environment for me and i need some adjustment to cope with the situation. In a short weeks of working my eyes became wide open in a real world of people who love night life. I discovered a lot of things, its just happened that i never been visit any hotel bar eversince and its a new environment for me to work here but i enjoyed working with them because i learned a lot from them (employee's in a bar) and those knowledge and experience in a real world of hospitality i cant get that from university itself without the actual/ hands on - training, we have intelligent bartender.wheww.but all of them were nice.



New environment, friends, colleagues and people around me. The first day of my work here i feel wanna give up coz its really hard to adjust with the environment coz i dont used to this kind of place, but later on I enjoyed working with them. They told me im very sensitive person and strict, thats their impression of me..lol! oh yeah, im kinda, but now they love me and taking care of me at work, lol. Being sensitive is part of my life, im a very sensitive person since before and its hard for me to change it and being fierce is not my attitude, as they said im a very soft spoken person and sometimes its not good. yay! do i need to evaluate myself?? so that i would know my weaknesses and strenght, again?? lol!


I know myself but of course sometimes people around you can help also to improved ourselves to become successful one. Im a very open minded person and I accept criticism and I listen to advices of the people who care for me but when it comes to my personal life i never let anyone to intervene or to say something coz its easy for me to get upset when my personal life is the issue. im very sensitive when it comes to my personal life. so dont ask me.


Since I start my training work I dont have enough time to go anywhere, its really different from my job, I really miss the place where i used to relax everytime i feel sad and stress, i miss my bed coz i only have 5 or 6 hours of sleep and my everyday routine. I miss my lappy and the time im doing some posts, my brain sometimes didnt function coz i dont have enough time to read. I miss everything that i used to do, haissstt.. a little patience and after a weeks im almost done the training and go back to the normal life. til next posts. happylovely is signing off.


Thanks God for all the blessings and courage and wisdom.

Have a blessed week everyone.

Happy Mom's Day Mom!

Happy Mothers Day to all Mom's!

Thanks for everything mom..i love you so much!

Hey yah! just got home from work, its kinda late now but still im not feel sleepy, bit tired but its okey its just part of our class subj so i need to sacrifice just to finished the required hours. i had a lot of things to discuss here but i dont have enough time coz i need to take a rest also. soon ill post some issues that ive encountered this past weeks.

Thanks God for all the blessings, courage, wisdom, and for taking care of me and those people whom i love.

enjoying my work - i love watermelon and dark chocolate with almonds

These makes me happy and complete my days..i do really love this much.

Yay! today im off at work.. i can sleep all day, after those tiring days at work and need some rest and the weather here really bad. yesterday i have migraine, haisstt too bad, im at work and i need to take medicine just to feel okay.

Im enjoying my work, i shift my workplace, im still on adjustment stage because the place is new for me but i enjoy my days here and i have lots of fun with my colleagues and i met new friends here also, and our manager is a very cool person so its easy for me to get along with them. When i first met our bartender i thought he was a snob kind of person but i was wrong, he is a cool person and very funny. The only problem is i got home late at night because of my time sched, but it was okey the important thing for me is i enjoy my work.

anyway,

Since im always busy at work i never open our fridge at home, coz when i got home, i took a shower and preparing to go to the bed and sleep. Today, when i open our fridge i saw a watermelon inside, my sister didnt tell me that she bought one, makes me feel happy, i really love watermelon, i feel really happy because of watermelon, its yum yum.. lol. and she bought also a dark chocolate with almonds, whew i love chocolates also, this two are my comfort food, everytime i feel not okey i go to the supermarket just to buy it, since im always at work i didnt know what we have inside the fridge and i didnt know also that sis bought some groceries coz most of the time im the one who buy whatever we need at home, i just dont have time nowadays and im always not at home so i didnt check everything, and when i woke up this morning my sis cooked our favorite food, shrimp..yay! i eat too much today. i love you sis! you made my day!.

I got time to check my mails and stay online a bit long and make a posts..lol!

Thanks God for all the blessings, for the happiness, guidance, wisdom and courage.

have a blessed week everyone!

temporarily closed

Im busy nowadays.. i closed my other blog temporarily because i dont have enough time to stay long online and to upload some of our pictures. im in a night shift at work and i got home late time. sleepy and feel tired today..

thanks God for all the blessings!

my sleeping habbit and random issues

Whatta lazy Sunday! one of my close friend called me many times today, so i woke up early just to answer her calls, shes preparing going to work but me, im still on the bed, sleeping..lol, but after we talked i'll go back to bed and sleep again, usually i woke up late during weekend especially if i dont have some important things to do,usually i woke up at 1pm or 3pm, no breakfast and lunch.. i feel lazy today and exhausted, so i stay on the bed all day, my friends missing me a lot, and today i recieved messages and calls from them.. miss them and our bonding together. i planned to go to moa this afternoon, but i fall asleep and woke up 7pm its too late to go out, so i stay home. my sister and i has a sleeping habbit, most of our free time we spent it on sleeping after those stressful days. we love sleeping!..

chubs (my chubby classmate, thats what i called him), sent us a thread message on fb, saying that he just arrived from boracay, thanks chubs for remembering us. hope to see you guys soon on our duties at work.

yesterday,i spent most of my time talking to my mentor, we had a long hours of conversation, we talked a lot of important things, for the improvement.so, this is it, really is it...hope everything would turned out okey.

I planned for a new adventure by next month, wanna visit the malboro country of the south, really, its a lovely place to visit and explore. hope to get a vacation.hoping and wishing.

Thanks God for all the blessings!..

in a break mode

yay! im not in the mood to make a long post. i feel exhausted. hope to make a long post before my busy days start. i need to chillax to recharge my brain. so i need to have a break for the meantime...


Thanks God for all the blessings! mwaahhhuuugggsss everyone.. have a great weeks ahead. ciao.

special one made my day..sweet time for me..

I feel kinda lonely and in a bad mood but special one made me feel okey, I feel happy.. special one made my day! yay! this one made my day. a sweet time for me, so here we go, take a look what made my day happy...



i visited my fave resto days ago and since the chef and bartender are my good friend, so, i requested this flavor as in the same as what i saw on net, no more no less, so when i visit them to have something coz i feel im in bad mood, they present to me this 2 diff kind of sweets.. i feel happy..

Thank you!( note: just got from net but still the same as what i request no more no less..this is what i requested from them)

had a blast!

I had a good day today. Yehey! at last we're home, thanks God were all safe. I really feel tired from a long walk with my batchmates, we're just having fun and roaming around the city. i enjoyed the momentum with them, it was a diffrent kind of experience together with them. we had blast and enjoyed the day.

Really tired and need to sleep now.. have a blessed weekend everyone!


mwaaahhuugsss..

vacation is over and want some major make over

Haisst feel kinda annoyed today, because all of the songs uploaded in my media player got problem..tsk..tsk.. tat made my day, my goodness. i need to fix it and it takes time. just feel bit okey from headache that ruined my everyday routine. Im not happy of what happening nowadays, seems like i want a total makeover to change my environment and my mood. i feel sad this past days.

got a reply message from habib, thanks for the response. dont worry i understand you.i was just wondering why i dont receive any reply and makes me feel awkward and sad bcoz of some reasons, i wont elaborate it here coz its kinda personal but its okey atleast you inform me that youre fine, so i will not worry that much. as long as you're happy, i will be happy for you also.i missed your presence.:)

i planned to go to the saloon to cut my long hair, but my boss told me not to cut it and instead told me to buy an electric roller curler, huh! what happened to boss??lol!, its for a change??. huh, gossshhh.. not in my wildest dream to make my long hair curly, no way.. still plan to cut it by end of this month, we will see what will be the outcome and how do i look?

still the weather here is too hot, haissst rain where are you??lol. my vacation is over and back to reality, stressful and busy days, i already have my scheds. hope to have a free time to make a posts.

Thanks God for all the strenght and courage.. mwaahhhuuggsss everyone! :-*