30 December, 2011

showcase of showpieces

Tonight while browsing some files I saw this pictures I save few months back, this is taken from an exhibit contest. Students from different universities and colleges showcase their masterpieces in Creative Cake Decorations and
heres are some of the pictures:

Oh, by the way, it's a real cake in different decorations

Before the year end and my days and months become busy next year I spare a little of my free time to posts these pictures  I had this year. I feel lazy to make a posts the past few days and I am suffering from severe headache, sometimes I have severe migraine and it irritates me. I'm preparing for New Year celebration. I remove all the clutter in my home sweet home all the things that we don't need, as you know my sister kept a lot of things and some I threw it since she don't need those things anymore, :).

Thanks God for all the Blessings!

to be continue..

26 December, 2011

Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays!

May each day be happy and bright,
Overflowing with pleasure and love. May your Christmas be filled with delight.

I wanna say thanks to all who sent their greetings, my inbox almost full. I celebrate Christmas eve with my family. It was a full of happy moments and memorable one with them, after few years of not visiting them during Christmas. I just miss being with them.
To all my friends who never forget me eventhough I am always out of nowhere, I know you all understand my silence, it means everything. I am happy to know that after all of my absence you are always there for me no matter what. I am very thankful for all the blessings that I have recieved after all those hard times Ive been through still God is good because of the strenght and courage I have passed all of those trials. The year is almost over and I am counting all the blessings that I had this year and for all the lessons I learned that made me a strong one and wiser.
Thanks to all and enjoy the Holiday season!

with love,

20 December, 2011

To be with you again..

So I still walk on through the night and through the rain I would give it all Just to be with you again.
It's a lonely road for my heart is still in chains but I live my life just to be with you again.
We have walked together where angels go and we found a place inside us that only we could know..

How I wish I could get back those time.
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. How I wish I could get back the time.
Thinking of you that's all I can say.. 


16 November, 2011

Its a wonderful day!

Its a wonderful day, its my Birthday!

 I am very thankful for all the blessings, happiness and success in my life, the sadness, pains and trials eventhough I have been into a difficult time of my life that makes my life upside down (like a roller coaster ride) I am still so blessed and I have so many things to be thankful for.

I've been busy the past days and my brain did not functioning well because of too much stress. Thanks to all my friends who send their greetings and wishes, to my family, and to those lovely people who never leave me, been there for me through thick and thin. Thank you so much. I am happy to say that God answered my prayer and that makes me happy again. Hope everything will gonna be fine and I am always hoping for the best.
I am happy and very thankful to God for all the blessings for the wisdom, strenght and for taking care of those people whom I love so much.

Happy Birthday to me!


ms. M

06 November, 2011

thankful, happy and bit sad

I am back again! Before anything else I wanna greet all my muslim friends a Happy Eid!
 I was quite busy the past weeks for my final term in University and so many things happens that makes my world like a roller coaster ride.

Slepless nights was paid off. I couldnt believe that I passed my dissertation paper. I miss my everyday life being a student, to be with my classmates and friends in University. I think this is the hard part of being  a student, last day in university, with classmates, friends and professors, hard to say goodbye but they say this is not the end and goodbyes but a new beggining, another life journey in a real world.


Yes, I am happy for what I achieved but my heart is feeling sad. How I wish you were here so that I can share my happiness and achievements with you but everything has change now and can't get back what we were before...never again. Im just thinking what "if" incase you are still there for me. :(..a heavy heart. but theres a lot of blessing to be thankful for. Because of what you did  I became strong and wiser.
and everything that happens to me...
When I think back of all the trials and hardship I encountered I feel  I am still bless because I had pass all of the hard times that almost I lost everything but thanks to all lovely people who always there for me to make me feel everything will gonna be fine and never leave me alone in a middle of nowhere. Im very thankful really. Thank you so much my precious friends.

13 October, 2011

a rollercoaster ride life with a bittersweet memories

Hey yah! I'm back after of few days of not visiting my online diary. I was busy with my finals in University. There's a lot of things happend that makes my life like a rollercoaster ride.

and I wanna share this dessert..

 flavored macaroons with chocolat

during my worst day I just think of those good memories that I had with those people whom I treasure a lot

How time flies, I didn't notice I am almost done with my degree, I thought I can't make it because of so many trials and hindrance I have been encountered while I am on the way of pursuing my dreams. I am very thankful to God for giving me a chance to have those people who helps me to pursue my dreams even though there were times that I almost gave up but they are always there for me to lift my spirit up, to support me and when everythings wrong with me they're always there to tap my back. Sometimes blessing comes in unexpected time and situation, sometimes we did'nt notice it is a small things that we just ignored. I am very thankful for having those good people around me, a priceless precious gems  that I have in my life and I'll keep forever.

Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance, wisdom, courage and strenght that you gave me and for giving me a chance to meet all those lovely people who touched my life while I am on my journey of reaching my dreams.

ms. M

02 October, 2011

Because we are...

If you kiss her, you are not a gentlemen
If you don't you're not a man

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying
if you dont, you are good for nothing

If you are agree to all her likes, you are a crimp
if you dont you are not understanding

If you visit her often she thinks you are boring
if you dont, she accused you of double crossing

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy
if you dont you are a dull boy

If you are jealous she says it is bad
if you dont she thinks you do not love her

If you attempt a romance she says you didnt respect her
if you dont she thinks you dont like her

If you are a minute late she complains its hard to wait
if she is late, she says thats the girls way

If you fail to help her crossing the streets you lack ethics
if you do, she thinks its just one of men's tactics of seduction

If you are staring at another woman, she accuses you of flirting
if she stared by another men, she says that they are just admiring

if she talks she wants you to listen
if you listen she wants you to talk

So simple yet so complex
so weak yet so powerful

So confusing yet so desirable
so damning yet so wonderful women!...

18 September, 2011

So little time

It is nice to be back on blogsphere.

Tonight after doing my projects. I checked my mail and happy to see my bestfriend online after long time. We chatted for a few minutes. I am happy to know that she will be back in the country end of this year. Its almost a year now that we haven't see each other since she left. I feel okey that she is doing okay and enjoying now her job at cruiseline. I just missin her a lot, she is one of my close friend and I treat her like a sister and part of my family, I have only two close girl friend whom I treat like my sister and part of my family, I trust them so much and whatever happens they will always there for me through bad times and good times. And I am proud of them for their achievements in life.

 I have busy days now due to submission of projects that we have. So, I seat on it just to finished for a day. It's been 3 weeks in a row now that I only have 3-4 hourse sleep. I feel I am so stress now and I really need some rest but it's not a right time to relax and have some fun because of too much things that need some attention and nee dto be done before the day of submission. I feel 24 hours is not enough just to finished everything that I have for a day, time passing too quickly and need to manage the time wisely. What a stressful weeks still to come but need some patience after this all of the hardwork will be paid off.
Thanks God for all the blessings, courage, wisdom, patience and guidance.

ms. M

28 August, 2011

A fashionable way of wrapping things

Today, while relaxing at home and thinking something to do, I switch the TV on and look for something interesting to watch and I stumble on this channel which they aired a documentary about history of different city in Japan. The documentary quite interesting and catched my attention. And since time passing too quickly and holiday is approaching and it is almost 3 more months to go so need to prepare for a presents to my family and friends on holiday and I always having a hard time to choose what gift wrapper I will use that will not give too much waste but an eco friendly one, and today I had an idea what to use. After consulting Mr. google here are some pictures I found online. I’m talking about Furoshiki- a fashionable way of wrapping things.

It’s a Japanese traditional wrapping cloth, an ancient tradition that used for gifts and other goods.

A creative and fun style of wrapping a gift. It usually made of a variety of cloths like nylon, silk, rayon and cotton

Furoshiki known as hirazutsumi- a flat folded bundle. A fashionable style of furoshiki. If you are a fashionable you should try this kind of wrapping a gift, you don’t need to be out of fashion, you can be creative and playful on what design you want for your gifts.

Everytime I think of something to buy as a present, I always had a hard time to pick something because I always think if they will like it or not and one of my friend told me that it doesnt matter how expensive your gifts is but it’s how presentable you wrap your gift and ofcourse you give it from the bottom of your heart, that matters most. For me, it doesn’t matter about the price its how that particular people value me in their life, it’s already a priceless present for me from people who valued me so much.
I recieved some invitation from my muslim friends this coming Eid so I have ideas now for the presents I will give to them.

Enjoy wrapping your gifts!..

ms. M

01 August, 2011

Ramadan Mubarak!

Ramadan Kareem to all my Muslim friends...

ms. M

28 July, 2011

some kind of pain

 I am kinda busy today. I went out early in the morning for some important things to do with one of my friend and need to got home before 1:00pm to prepare for our seminar in international wine appreciation. Oh here we are again wine tasting which is I dont like to drink any drink with liqour or even a little percentage of liqour but for today I dont have any choic. Lets party!.

Cheers to Good and Happy Life ahead!

Yes, every pain I have felt I know there's always a beauiful thing behind it even though it has a hurtful reason why it happend I still believe that there are always a good thing ahead of me and I dont' lose hope.

Learning from the past is one of the greatest achievement that anyone could have. What we are now its because of the past that we had exeprience in life. Tough times taught us how to fight and to be strong and most of all to face the world with smile and postive outlook.

I am strong now because once in my life I became weak, each of us has different flaws that we just didn't admit, we fight because we love and value what we are fighting for, sometimes I am fearless because I need to be, I am wiser because I learned a lot from my mistakes and to not let anybody fool me and most of the time I feel sad and lonely so I always try my best to make myself happy.

Because I just love more than anything and everything.

And now I am creating my own destiny alone unlike before that I always think of someone to be part of whatever dreams I have plan.

Theres nothing wrong to look back after those dissappointments, betrayal and pain. When I think of what had happend and look back I will just smile and say I am strong enough that I made it and passed all of it.

I will make sure that in whatever plans I have in the future ill make it a better one than yesterday. I will change for good and for whatever good things that will come into my way, I will just always look for the brightside of life and be positive always and of course be Happy...

ms M

11 July, 2011

Season 74

UAAP was officially open for its 74th season. I wasn't able to watch the opening ceremony, the weather was bad and I feel lazy to go out. It was aired on TV sports live but I forgot to watch it because I am deadly tired and I fall asleep. Good luck to all University players.

30 June, 2011

I am surround by those lovely people I called my true friends..

We owe it to ourselves as women to cultivate our friendships, encourage each other dreams and understand our commonalty. It is through these bonds that we find ourselves.

I am most myself when I am surrounded by my friends. We nourish one another with kind words and laughter. We plead each other's cases and believe in each other's dreams. My friends provide me with strenght, hope and love. I need them and they need me.

When life gets hectic, I'll make my friendships a priority. I'll let my friends nurture me when I feel distrught. I lean on their shoulders when times are tough. I'll create friendships that are built on companionship, support and unconditional caring and love. True friendship is a beautifier of mind, body and spirit. It completes our life and makes us beautiful.
I'm back, after couple of weeks that haven't update my online diary. I have so many worries now and busy sorting out things (personal issue in my life).Today I feel bit exhausted, take a nap and woke up after an hour and I decide to go out and visit my friends to change my mood and environment, have a cup of latte, it feels good talking to my friends especially in my situation now. I am bothered most of the time and confused about things that happens. I am still shocked.
Most of the time now I rely to my friends and I am blessed enough to have them because they never leave me during my worst times, everytime I need them to comfort me and make me feel relieve they're always there for me with open arms, listening to me and wipe my fears and tears when times I didn't control my tears to fall down and I am afraid. Now, I know who my real friends are  and who are those who just pretend to be my friend and their intentions is just to mess up my life. I learned a lot from what happend and now I only have few of  them whom I call "true friends" they are the people whom I know I can trust whatever may happens and I will keep them forever.
To those people I am talking about, they know who you are; Thank you so much for the friendship, care, love, understanding and for helping me to cope with what I am going through now and for always being there for me everytime I need a friend to talk to and to hold me. I am very blessed and thankful that I have those I called "true friends in my life".

ms. M

14 May, 2011

lets explore

Exploring Ilocos..
nice beaches, scenery, nice people and yummy food and  a place rich in history and culture.

a coconut trees

old chapel with the nice view on the top side, the mountain

wanna ride??

souvenir shops

nice beach.. having fun under the sun


ms. M

10 May, 2011

Cooking is a passion

Flambe - is a french word meaning "Flaming" or "Flamed" - means to ignite foods that have liquor or liqueur added. This is done for a dramatic effect and to develop rich flavor of the liqueur to the foods without adding alcohol.(get from wikipedia)

During our Banquet and Asian Cuisine

not allowed to take a pictures inside the hot kitchen while doing the flambe.

base: fried rice paper wrapper

mix of  orange, shredded coconut, mango and liqour.

cooking is a passion and you need to put some love while cooking a food, use a bit of your imagination, and creativity.

Lovely words: Cooking done with care is an act of love.

07 May, 2011

Happy Mother's day to all Mom's around the world

A tribute to all Mommy out there!

 Thanks for everything my dearest mom. It's been how many years had pass and we haven't see each other but you are always inside my heart. I didn't hug you and talk to you for long time but you know how much you mean to me.
You are the best MOM.. and I am very thankful because God gave you to me as my mom.

Sometimes, I thought I used to live alone and far from you but those sometimes I can't count how many times I cried and longing for your care and love, during my worst day and I am struggling in life, my happy days and my achievements that I want to share with you and my days that I almost fall and I want someone to lift me. I am sorry for those especial times that I have missed that I should be with you and for all the circumstances and for the pain that I caused to you sometimes. I will do everything just to make it up to you soon. I know you understand me why I chose to be away and live alone. 
I love you so much Mama and I always will..


03 May, 2011

Love and peace

While walking in the park I saw this dove house.. 

Lovebirds together join,
attracting each the other.

Chirping flight builds,
upon the love that buds.

True love future goal,
through the trials build.

to each other and God;

how sweet those lovely doves..
I feel its like a song from my heart

Spirit dove encompass,
enable victory’s trials.

Faith binds the lives,
love built by trial.

Birds in flight together,
with Spirit dove of love

ms. M