when life gives you a thousand of reasons to smile

Hi everyone! I am glad to be back. I been so busy in the past few months due to my final term in University and for my graduation. I had so many things to finalized before the grand day of our life in University after of few years of studying. 

And here it is I am finally finished my studies few months back, after all of those sleepless nights, researched projects, stress and pressured days, weeks and months and hard work, a lot of hard work, determination, courage and sacrifice but after all it was worth it. 

And I'm working in airline also, so it was kind a hard for me to manage my time and to make some posts and sometimes I am deadly tired and my brain did not function well. I got only few hours to sleep and need to go to work everyday in this industry the work is non stop it's 24/7.

                           

One of my batch mate in university took this:

Recently, I met some of my University batch mates and we hang out together just have some little fun.

We just reminisced the past after of few months, some of them did their training in US, so when they get back in our homeland we see each other and had some little funny moments together.

Just had some few conversation over anything and everything that happens during our life outside university. We had dinner together while enjoying the sunset at the bay side. And watched fireworks display with the rhythm of music, I felt good and I felt I go back to those younger days in my life. I feel it was New Year and we are celebrating another page of our life. I am really happy and my heart felt good.

 It was a romantic day and happy moments for us since we start our university life, we had a get together before but it was just a past time for us but this time it was different.

Our life in University, I would say it was like a roller coaster ride, we have so many ups and down, problems, stressful days and sometimes a misunderstandings to each other but at the end of the day we are still holding on to each other whatever struggles comes along  the way while we are on our journey and passed all of it.

Sometimes there were dark part in our life but we still enjoy life and go with the flow, everyday is a brand new day to face and to learn something new.

Every time I reminisce my life as a student, a classmate to my batch mates, a good students to my professors, and sometimes a stubborn friends and group mate to every projects we had I felt happy that I’ve been part of their life and we learned to each other. If I will get a chance to study again for another degree course I will still choose my batch mates as my co students in a class because they're like a family to me, I treat them as my brother and sister, we had a good and bad times together that makes our bond strong. I really miss them a lot and our life together as one team. Even though sometimes we don’t understand each other due to our different point of views  but still we are there to helped each other. There are so many reason to smile than to frown. I am happy being with them and being part of their life for so many years. We open a new page of our life and enjoy each of every moment of each chapter. And we are still there to each other through thick and thin. We are one of the pioneer Alumni of our batch. I am looking forward to get my ID soon.

Thanks God for all the blessings, for the happiness, the courage, the good health, for the smiles and for taking care of those people i love.

:)

ms. M

Belated Happy Mother's day to all mom around the globe

Hey ya'll. Happy to get a free time to check my blogsite. I have been busy and I don't have enough time to stay long online. I almost forgot it was Mother's day last sunday. Oh! I slept all day and woke up late afternoon. It never flashed on my mind that it was Mom's day around the globe.

Well, its better to be late than never,

 Happy Mother's Day to all Mom's all over the world.

To my mama, thanks for everything, for your never ending love and understanding even though I am far away from you from the bottom of my heart you are always there and you are always loved by me. You are the best mama and I am happy to have you as my mom.

If

If only I could make you see
how much you mean to me
If only I could make you see
how special you make me feel

If only I could make you see
how perfect you are to me
If only I could make you see
how loving you does feel

If only I could make you see
how much you make me smile
If only I could make you see
how much I want you to be mine

If only I could make you see
that my love for you is real
If only I could make you see
that this is like a dream

If only you could make me see
that you are really real
If only you could make me see
that this is not just a dream

If only you could see these things through my eyes and mind
If only you could feel these things through my heart and soul

If All these Ifs may come true
you would finally see
that you're really meant for me
my endless love to be


xox,
ms.M

somewhere out there

I think somewhere, sometime, I may find
A friend who will be forever true,
With a heart of beautiful eternal love
Maybe it will be somebody new.

I'll imagine a heart so very caring
And a willingness to share,
A delightfully sweet sense of humor
With spontaneous care.

They shall know how to keep a secret
And when to turn to prayer,
Not needing to always chat
But glad to just "be there".

Might I search away in the blue yonder
Or shall I look behind,
I'm feeling such a sweet tickle inside
Someone special is coming to my mind.

Oh then, why should I search so far and wide
For a friend of God's design,
When your heart was prepared before I prayed
Waiting for me, there all the time

xoxo

ms.M

rainy thursday evening

Its a rainy thursday! lovely weather.

im not so happy this past few days, lot of things happend that makes me feel sad and wonder. there were times that its really hard for me to cope with the situation that i didnt expect to happen. its a personal things that sometimes i feel im walking in a middle of nowhere and i dunno what is goin on. but im thankful that this things happend coz it made me a strong person and taught me a lot of things in life.


Practical exam was done, and start preparing for our finals, to plan an event for international cuisines and to set up the function room with the different cuisines around the globe.its interesting but its kind a nervous things to do, we need to plan for it, to set up and to cook the recipe and the final thing is there are judges for the event who will rank us.

Not yet done for my compilation project in cuisines, give me hard time coz its not allowed to get an idea on the net, we need to find a book and get all the info from there.


This coming monday, our group are goin to present our community project proposal. hope it ends well and we will get the approval of the panel judges.

preparing for exams this weekend till next week.

so much things to do..arrgghhh... my brain is drained now.

should i call it good night or a nightmare?

just checking pictures that im going to upload here.


i feel sad and wondering now...


while typing my post here, someone makes me feel sad, i dunno what i have done wrong and thinking what wrong words i have said. this person might misunderstood what i have said and replied to me a message that makes me feel bad, i didnt expect that tonight i'll be sad. yes, the message i got makes me feel really bad and hurt me that almost makes me cry. I didnt know that in a simple words that ive said it became a big issue. wtf.. did i say something bad? haisstt..hope ill feel okey later on. just feel really bad now.. arrgghhh.. seems like im having nightmare while awake!


I need more strenght, courage and patience..

entire city view at night

Overlooking place.. a view of the entire city..

recently my friends and I visited here just to unwind and to forget all the pressures and stress in the city.. a lovely place, peaceful and relaxing. oh!stairs, stairs...a 30 steps in a stairs before you reached to the top area of the place to see this overlooking view, are we doing exercise in a middle of the night?? not bad, when you reached there a breath taking view at night was nice, such a lovely place.

something special missin by me.. tantrums and mood of a big girl..lol.

you make me feel missin you now, something special missin by me and guess what and who?, and thats a yummy yogurt..



Good morning! i have tantrums today and im not in a good mood. i need to pamper myself by listening to music. just feel bored and its killin me. thinking of going somewhere out there to release stress and those annoying issues. i feel wanna burst out coz of stress.



btw, i wanna say thank you to my new online friend , she gave me a link where i can learn basic arabic language, im having fun learning this language.hope to memorize some of the basic words.. well, its a test for me if i still have a sharp memory to memorize those words.

coz i hate,

reading books coz it makes me feel sleepy everytime but ofcourse theres still an exception, it depends upon the kinds of book that i want to read.



memorizing, i feel my brain want to burst out, lol. but whether i like it or not, i cant do anything, i have a lot of things to memorize esp. in my everyday lectures in class. ^-^. oh life!

tomorrow im going to visit the place for my project proposal, this is the first time that i will visit the place, feel kinda nervous coz its far from the city.


feeling sad :(. ive been thinking about u, do you still remember me?

Forever In Love..Love it..

I really love this.. Forever Inlove

questions?? so many questions that dont find the answer yet!

Whatta lonely days for me, not only days but weeks!.. i just feel lonely this past weeks. I attend mass tonight and i went to my fave place and stayed for an hour there, i want to feel better. I dunno why im still out of my senses nowdays. Im thinking of something different, its about my life and plan for the next coming year, since time passing too quickly, i need to plan ahead of time for advance preparations. I feel kinda bored with my everyday routine in life and I want some changes, a total make over!


I went out without bringing umbrella, so here i am again, coughing and have little cold, the weather nowadays too bad.


I talked to one of my new friend when i got home, and we had a nice conversation. i learned something new today shared by a good friend.Thanks! I end up listening to music tonight, i still not feel okey. why i feel like this??? Am not living in a lonely world..but why i dont feel the happiness? boredom killing me little by little!

There's a lot of blessings to be thankful for. Thanks God for all the blessings, for the courage, and strenght.

how i wish that i could tell you and wishing to have a time machine - thinking about the feeling

Im feeling not good this past days, in short i feel sad, i just comfort myself in listening to music and think those happy things that can change my bad mood. it makes me feel sad everyday, sometimes i dont want to think of it coz its just make me feel sad and lonely and arrrggghhh im going to have some wrinkles because of it. I just hoping, wishing and hoping and wishing.

I talked to one of my friend and she is really a bubbly person and she didnt change, she makes me happy for a minute.. haissstt thanks to her. As much as possible i dont want to feel sad and lonely coz its affects me a lot and makes my life like a roller coaster. I cried because of sort of things i have now. How i wish i have a time machine so that i could get back the time that i felt everything were fine and i dont feel sad, the time that i felt the happiness because of someone who brighten my gloomy days but everything was changed now and that makes me wonder. whatever it was still ill become emotional everytime i think and remember about it.

mwahhuuggsss everyone:)