Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the number of moments that take our breath away. This blog is a virtual pen pad of my journey in life, random thoughts, adventures and other crazy things...
The promise of a new life
beams like the sun rising o'er the East--
Bright, vibrant, illuminating, warm.
The light you are destined to bring to this world
has already brightened all our lives--
as it is sure to spread to every corner of this land.
Yet, even as shadow recedes as noon approaches there
is always somewhere not warmed by the light--how unfortunate these spaces would be if not lighted
by you--the warmest radiance of all.
And, as it is that we cannot but glimpse the brightness
And though we cannot know what bright future
destiny holds for you,
we can all imagine, dream, ponder.
Yet, in the end you will choose on what celestial path
you wish to wander.
And, such as the stars arise from the collection
of matter to one venue,
So will your life be made from what you gather
from those around you.
Thus, though the path you choose will be your own,
the journey of your life will never be yours alone. of our solar friend without fear of blindness,
neither can we gaze into your brilliance to see
what so many tomorrows will bring.
But the promise of discovery makes every moment elapsed
an eternity of possibilities.
From now on everything will change and I will make sure that whatever decision I made I will be happy for it. Its time to say enough to feel sad and feel pity sometimes. Life is full of uncertain things that we didn't control, this is the reality of life, face it, understand it and learn how to accpet things that has changed and the situation that put my life in a roller coaster ride. Moved on to the next level and make most out of it..like theres no tomorrow and laugh like nobody's watching..
If I learned one thing of what happend was I became more strong and indpendent and as time goes by I gain a lot of wisdom. A courage that never put me down everytime I'm feeling down and a strenght that always lift me up during those hardest time. Nobody knows what I am going through in my life now, its really hard but I know I can handle whatever it is.
Thank you God for all the Blessings, courage, strenght, wisdom and a good health that you gave to me and for taking care of those people i love.
The Full moon shimmers
Rest of the world glimmers
The dark night glows
The moon light fllows
Moon...Moon...Moon...Come to me
Release me...make me free
Absorb me in your luminesence
Sparkling pathway of your fluorosence
Dancing in the sky
Lovers looking at you sigh
Oceans leap and surge
Stars whirl and merge
Moon...Moon...Moon...Come to me
Listen to my heartfelt plea
Make me a shadow within
Pearl of a reflection in your skin
When my faraway lover looks at you
He will get a luminescent view
My reflection imbued
Of me merged in you
What makes me post this?? well, its because tonight when I open the door the first thing i saw when i look up in the clear sky is the full moon. what a lovely cold weather tonight. I feel inspired and lonely sad.
Inspired, because everytime I see a full moon up in a clear blue skies it makes me feel differently happy,I feel so carefree, and i feel, i fell inlove all over again with the same person/man whom I dreamed to be with for the rest of my life and i feel theres a lot of good things around that we should be thankful for. I just can't imagine how God created such lovely light in the universe.
I feel sad because I really miss someone... A person who made my life happy and complete, since I met that person my life has changed and became totally different. A man whom I dreamed to be with for the rest of my life.. but unfortunately it cause me pain and leave me with a hatred heart until now.still you mean a lot to me..how I wish I will hear your voice again..
I feel kinda weird today, unbearable headache strikes again and I can't take it anymore, medicine did not effect on me and its also affect my appetite. I can't sleep, the only thing I did is lying down on the bed and put the pillow on my head and close my eyes. This is what I really hate, headache matching with losing my appetite.. haisst.. too bad really.
Its my special day, and theres a lot to be thankful for. im in a distress situation now and i dont know how to handle and to cope with it anymore.im totally feeling down and still finding the answer of what had happend. hope and pray that all of my wishes will grant to me by God.
To all: Thanks to your greetings and wishes.. i got teary eyes when i read ur messages to me.. touch my heart.
A lovely november, oh my sweet november..why? because this is the month which i was born..:)
Oh its time to say hello to a month of November and say goodbye to October. Its another month of journey and another month of learning and having a roller coaster life. Its not more than 2 months then we'll say goodbye to year 2010, oh how time flies. Im getting old again..additional year to my age..lol :) they told me dont think too much about adding your age and getting old..its just a number! the important thing is you look young and you have good heart.. yay! thanks to the person who said that.. october, the month which i had a lots of trouble, failures,hardship, pain and tears that i shed, but that made me strong as time goes by but there were time also that im happy, i felt happy because of people/friends who care for me and who cheer me up and wont leave me during those times that i am feeling down..
and im waiting for some surprises, hope there is.. seems like I am hoping again for something..lol, well why not and what if's..
its time to be happy and enjoy life
Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance, wisdom, courage and for taking care to those whom i love..
Here is the continuation part of my posts yesterday.
The universities, colleges and culinary school nationwide joined in this contest. They showcase their talent in doing some amazing showpieces.
and you guess what is this??
ahmmm.. would you believe that this showpieces are breads with different designs?
yes, you heard it right, thats all breads with different designs.
very insteresting bread, i was wondering about the story behind this bread..
little house bread
masterpieces, seems like i wanna keep this bread it's so beautiful bread to eat..lol. thumbs up to the person who made this one.. lovely
cute one.. ..
see, the eiffel tower design bread at the back.. nice one
this is how creative the students when it comes to showcase their talent in doing some showpieces.. in this contest its not important to get the grand price, the important things is you express your creativeness and you show the talent that every students has to offer. After the contest win or lose, still its worth all the perseverance and time that all the students spent for this contest just to show their talents.
Im happy and proud being student and part of this department even though sometimes its boring but during those recognition everything was paid off. i love learning and learning, as i remember the words of my professor in philosophy before, he said as long as we are alive and we are breathing on this earth we should'nt stop learning..learning is the only way of expressing our hidden talent and to gain more knowldge, a knowledge that nobody could steal from you being a person.
oppsss.. still have lots to posts..the continuation.
The sheets are cold without you.
My hands have nothing to hold onto
when I feel as if I may fall
I'm slipping away..
Not wanting to stay awake but dream...
Memories of us still linger in the air
making it almost impossible to breathe
To dream of you as if it were yesterday into the past
warms the coldest space between my memories I don't want to lose those.
They are all I have to keep me breathing
Somewhere out there you are finding it hard to breathe also
To gaze upon something that reminds you of me
And me of you
But the empty space around me keeps me thinking of you
Wanting for you to fill it up
Painful tears cut through my existence
Through this space and straight into my heart
Souls that are not whole
lay inside us waiting to be revived
With your touch you can heat my frozen body
With your kiss you can bring my soul to life
With your hands you can hold me up
With your eyes you can make me see
We are one but apart we are only half
I hunger for you..without you I will starve
Save me!..Come home!
nice words, ilove it..:)
I feel sad tonight, thats the reason why I posted this.I just like the words. I don't know why I feel this way, it's really strange feeling being sad and lonely. I am starting to reminisce again, the past, the happy moments, the pains and the tears that i always shed all the time...ouch!.. be happy :) just missing someone who made me strong to face the reality of life..
Pole dancing... It is a form of performing art.. a combination of dancing and gymnastics.. with increased awareness of the benefits to general strenght and fitness.
a similar pole (chinese pole) is used in cabaret / circus and stage performance in a non erotic environment, which is the style and moves are very different.
Advance pole dancing requires significant strenght, flexibilty and endurance. This form of exercise increased core and general body strenght by using the body itself as resistance while toning the body as a whole..
Pole dancing, which a single dancer performs sensual, graceful and acrobatic moves using a floor to ceiling metal pole as a support. In the past decade pole dancing has steadily gained acceptance as a form of exercise and personal expression and more recently as a form of competitive acrobratic dance, traditionally been performed by women with the move out of strip clubs and into gyms plus an increased emphasis on strength.
Pole dancing is now regarded as a recognized form of exercise and can be used as both aerobic and anaerobic workout.
Get Fit and feel Sexy,
all you need to have is a metal pole and a determination to learn this kind of exercise..
Today I feel kinda bored. I slept all day, nothing to do outside, its almost 1 week now that always raining here, so I prefer to stay home, that makes me feel bored of not getting outside for how many days..lol. Im thinking of what to do in the coming months.. I wanna share my list of the things that Im planning to do..and here's the things that i want to accomplish and to do;
> to do well with my finals in univ. looking forward to, since im doing well this past terms, hope everything will ends well..
> to learn pole dancing or to enroll in pole dance class, after i watch pole dancing, i think its a nice exercise that can make the body look nice and healthy.
> to make a landscape for a mini garden..ahhhmm..im thinking how am going to do it.
> thinking and planning about my future, well...well..
> to travel with special someone or with my friends or family
> to learn how to cook different kinds of cuisines (become a professional chef) and travel around the world for my profession.. why not??
> to have a kids when i reached the age of 32, yay! (in my dreams)
> to learn how to improve my weaknesses
> to be successful in any career path that im going to pursue.