25 December, 2010

Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays to everyone!

May God Bless us all!

22 December, 2010

the reality of life

The promise of a new life
beams like the sun rising o'er the East--
Bright, vibrant, illuminating, warm.
The light you are destined to bring to this world
has already brightened all our lives--
as it is sure to spread to every corner of this land.
Yet, even as shadow recedes as noon approaches there
is always somewhere not warmed by the light--
how unfortunate these spaces would be if not lighted
by you--the warmest radiance of all.

And, as it is that we cannot but glimpse the brightness

And though we cannot know what bright future
destiny holds for you,
we can all imagine, dream, ponder.
Yet, in the end you will choose on what celestial path
you wish to wander.
And, such as the stars arise from the collection
of matter to one venue,
So will your life be made from what you gather
from those around you.
Thus, though the path you choose will be your own,
the journey of your life will never be yours alone.

of our solar friend without fear of blindness,
neither can we gaze into your brilliance to see
what so many tomorrows will bring.
But the promise of discovery makes every moment elapsed
an eternity of possibilities.

From now on everything will change and I will make sure that whatever decision I made I will be happy for it. Its time to say enough to feel sad and feel pity sometimes. Life is full of uncertain things that we didn't control, this is the reality of life, face it, understand it and learn how to accpet things that has changed and the situation that put my life in a roller coaster ride. Moved on to the next level and make most out of it..like theres no tomorrow and laugh like nobody's watching..

If I learned one thing of what happend was I became more strong and indpendent and as time goes by I gain a lot of wisdom. A courage that never put me down everytime I'm feeling down and a strenght that always lift me up during those hardest time. Nobody knows what I am going through in my life now, its really hard but I know I can handle whatever it is.

Thank you God for all the Blessings, courage, strenght, wisdom and a good health that you gave to me and for taking care of those people i love.

20 December, 2010

i missin you terribly

The Full moon shimmers
Rest of the world glimmers
The dark night glows
The moon light fllows
Lovers moan
Passions shown

Moon...Moon...Moon...Come to me
Release me...make me free
Absorb me in your luminesence
Sparkling pathway of your fluorosence
Dancing in the sky
Lovers looking at you sigh
Oceans leap and surge
Stars whirl and merge

Moon...Moon...Moon...Come to me
Listen to my heartfelt plea
Make me a shadow within
Pearl of a reflection in your skin
When my faraway lover looks at you
He will get a luminescent view
My reflection imbued
Of me merged in you

What makes me post this?? well, its because tonight when I open the door the first thing i saw when i look up in the clear sky is the full moon. what a lovely cold weather tonight. I feel inspired and  lonely sad.

Inspired, because everytime I see a full moon up in a clear blue skies it makes me feel differently happy,I feel so carefree, and i feel, i fell inlove all over again with the same person/man whom I dreamed to be with for the rest of my life and i feel theres a lot of good things around that we should be thankful for. I just can't imagine how God created such lovely light in the universe.

I feel sad because I really miss someone... A person who made my life happy and complete, since I met that person my life has changed and became totally different. A man whom I dreamed to be with for the rest of my life.. but unfortunately it cause me pain and leave me with a hatred heart until now.still you mean a lot to me..how I wish I will hear your voice again..
missin you a lot..

sweet tooth..

I'm craving for some sweets...

black forest cake..with pretzels  

17 December, 2010


I feel kinda weird today, unbearable headache strikes again and I can't take it anymore, medicine did not effect on me and its also affect my appetite. I can't sleep, the only thing I did is lying down on the bed and put the pillow on my head and close my eyes. This is what I really hate, headache matching with losing my appetite.. haisst.. too bad really.

16 December, 2010

Thank you!

Whenever my life feels empty,
Those times when I feel a lack,
I thank God for your special friendship,
Because I know you've got my back.

When I wonder about life's true meaning,
And whether it all makes sense,
With a word or a smile from you, friend,
I forget my silly laments.

I guess what I'm trying to say, friend,
Is with all your support and your giving,
You brighten each minute I'm with you,
And make every day well worth living.
Thanks to all my friends who cheer me up  and lifting my spirit everytime I'm feeling down.. Im just in a good mood today to make  a post. I'm still sorting out some issues and things..
Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance and courage. Hope all of my wishes will come true and God will grant it to me soon, I want to be happy again..