thankful, happy and bit sad

I am back again! Before anything else I wanna greet all my muslim friends a Happy Eid!

 I was quite busy the past weeks for my final term in University and so many things happens that makes my world like a roller coaster ride.

Slepless nights was paid off. I couldnt believe that I passed my dissertation paper. I miss my everyday life being a student, to be with my classmates and friends in University. I think this is the hard part of being  a student, last day in university, with classmates, friends and professors, hard to say goodbye but they say this is not the end and goodbyes but a new beggining, another life journey in a real world.

 

Yes, I am happy for what I achieved but my heart is feeling sad. How I wish you were here so that I can share my happiness and achievements with you but everything has change now and can't get back what we were before...never again. Im just thinking what "if" incase you are still there for me. :(..a heavy heart. but theres a lot of blessing to be thankful for. Because of what you did  I became strong and wiser.

and everything that happens to me...

When I think back of all the trials and hardship I encountered I feel  I am still bless because I had pass all of the hard times that almost I lost everything but thanks to all lovely people who always there for me to make me feel everything will gonna be fine and never leave me alone in a middle of nowhere. Im very thankful really. Thank you so much my precious friends.

confuse, bored, comfort food..

Today was a rainy and tiring day. After the whole day of doing a lot of things after I went to the supermarket just to buy a rostbratwurst and bockwurst for our practical exam in cuisines, ahmmm. first time im going to use this as one of the main ing. in a recipe, actually thats not included in a recipe i got, i just want to make a twist on it. ahmm..thinkin what to do tomorrow..


Just feel bored and.. ahmm..i think of this before dinner, i love sweets and its makes me feel okey. guess what??




this yummy made my day, i feel better after i had this yummy sweet. i was feeling bad last night and im really affected of what happend and i want to pamper myself. arrggghh..
and one more thing, i had read my reviewer earlier but i dont understand what is all about, im thinking now what will be the content of our exam for tomorrow coz the content of the reviewer was out of the topic we tackled the past few weeks.. what is happening?? im confused..lol.
i think i just feel sleepy and need to take some rest now..

i need some strength, courage and patience to overcome everything..

life- like a rollercoaster one

Hellooo everyone!


Its been a long day. I had fun today with my close frends in university,we eat together and have some funny moments..yay! They make my boring life happy and everytime i have problems and feel down and sad theyre the people who lift my spirit and always says to me that everything will be fine. yes they are right that in 100%, i only have 20% percent problem compare to those people who has more than the percentage of problem i have, so im still blessed and i should be thankful to God coz despite of all problems i have now im strong and have a courage to do everything that i want just to make my life worthwhile. I think it is normal to a human being to have problems, you are a very lucky person if you dont have any problem at all, since i learned a lot of things from people who care for me to not take life and problem seriously, and just enjoy life and be happy, well i did and i let go all the reasons that burdens me so that i will be free from worrying and from anything that could give me reasons to feel sad.




Since I have so much things to do, (projects, exams, feasibilty study etc.) i need to be free from any worries to focus on this things. having hard times for my finals in university but we enjoy everyday of our time with each other in class, sooner or later we will fall apart and thats another sad things coz after how many years of being together in one place, through hard time, bad time, happiness, sadness and pressured we're all one but we have our own different journey in life. Im planning to make another blog link for my university life and i planned to put everything that we had in our university life being together as one group. I just think of it now and hope soon if i have free time to stay long online i will start doing this. i will share the link here soon.

I feel not good this week,i have cough and colds coz of unpredictable weather, sometimes the weather here was too bad, i always remind myself to bring umbrella all the time, lol. :) i feel really tired today, when i got home i fall asleep and woke up late.yay!

and tonight i watched news and one of the news was "abortion and divorce to make it legal in this country". hmmm.. ofcourse first, 100% church against on it, some agree but most wasnt agree of it. well, lets wait what will gonna happend to this issues if theres a possibilities to implement this law or not but ofcourse the congress approval and pres needs just to implement this kind of law let us see if they will approve this issues and make it legal. If it happend theres a possibilities that it will cause a big problem in the country.:(

and before anything else,

I wanna greet creamer a Happy happy Birthday! I wish you all the best and May Almighty God Bless you always. hope you had a blast!..

xoxo..:)

Thanks God for everything, for guiding me and for giving me strenght, courage and wisdom.

projects and other issue

Good Day!

Im quite busy nowadays, i have so much things to do. I need to make a business plan as one of my project. This is the first time that I will make a plan for a big business establishment and i feel kinda nervous. Its a huge project and need some focus on it, everything is on my hand now. Hope I'll make it. It makes my day like a roller coaster ride. And we have a convention this coming September and we're looking for a sponsor, we just wait for the approval to send the letter to those company who is willing to be part of our convention. Hope it ends well.
so, if i will be not around means im busy with a lots of works.

I only have almost 3 months to finish everything, its another stressful months to come and sleepless nights. :) Need to prepare some panadol for headache..lol.
I still have another project proposal to finish..haissttt..

I think I dont have time to enjoy my day due to this projects.

in other news,

I visited my colleauges and manager where i had my training the past months, i was surprised, seems they missed me a lot, my manager hugged me and asked me this questions: "hows everything with u?" "are you okey now?" after a month of not seeing them since i finished my training, i thought they wont recognize me again and they will ignore me. i was wrong coz theyre so nice to me. I feel missin their company, those sad and happy moments that i had with them, ill never forget their kindness and support that i got from them during my training. I had a wonderful days with them and i learned a lot from them and from the people around me during those training days we had. its such one of my bitter sweet journey in life. During my training a lot of things happend to me and they're the one who lift my spirit and help me to cope with the situation.

A lot of things changed now and im still on the process of coping with the situation i have now, its difficult but if you see the good side of what had happend it gives me such fulfillment. I dont want to feel bad because I know everything happens for a reason. If i failed to get what I really wanted thats fine,, i think there is still a good plan for me in the future, just be patience and hope for the best.

I have a lot of things to be thankful for than to feel sad.

Thanks God for everything!

telco CS! so frustrating

A good day to all!

I have problem with my mobile number, my simcard got problem since last sunday, i called the cs of the company and they told me i need to wait for 3 to 5 working days before they could give me the cause of the poblem of my sim why it has no service - in short i cant get any satellite signal from them. my mobile itself has no problem coz i checked it and the only has a problem was my simcard.


and i also inquire if i can activate my old number so that i can use it again, but unfortunately they told me they dont have any access and program to activate it again, so the only thing i can do for now is to apply and buy a new simcard. i was wondering whats wrong with this telco coz they dont have any access to checked what happend to my card, until now i cant use it. they have poor system program.

argghhh... so frustrating.