some kind of pain

 I am kinda busy today. I went out early in the morning for some important things to do with one of my friend and need to got home before 1:00pm to prepare for our seminar in international wine appreciation. Oh here we are again wine tasting which is I dont like to drink any drink with liqour or even a little percentage of liqour but for today I dont have any choic. Lets party!.

Cheers to Good and Happy Life ahead!

Yes, every pain I have felt I know there's always a beauiful thing behind it even though it has a hurtful reason why it happend I still believe that there are always a good thing ahead of me and I dont' lose hope.

Learning from the past is one of the greatest achievement that anyone could have. What we are now its because of the past that we had exeprience in life. Tough times taught us how to fight and to be strong and most of all to face the world with smile and postive outlook.

I am strong now because once in my life I became weak, each of us has different flaws that we just didn't admit, we fight because we love and value what we are fighting for, sometimes I am fearless because I need to be, I am wiser because I learned a lot from my mistakes and to not let anybody fool me and most of the time I feel sad and lonely so I always try my best to make myself happy.

Because I just love more than anything and everything.

And now I am creating my own destiny alone unlike before that I always think of someone to be part of whatever dreams I have plan.

Theres nothing wrong to look back after those dissappointments, betrayal and pain. When I think of what had happend and look back I will just smile and say I am strong enough that I made it and passed all of it.

I will make sure that in whatever plans I have in the future ill make it a better one than yesterday. I will change for good and for whatever good things that will come into my way, I will just always look for the brightside of life and be positive always and of course be Happy...

xoxo,

ms M

Love and peace

While walking in the park I saw this dove house.. 

Lovebirds together join,

attracting each the other.

Chirping flight builds,

upon the love that buds.

True love future goal,

through the trials build.

Commitment,

to each other and God;

how sweet those lovely doves..

I feel its like a song from my heart

Spirit dove encompass,

enable victory’s trials.

Faith binds the lives,

love built by trial.

Birds in flight together,

with Spirit dove of love

xoxo,
ms. M

I do believe that -

I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose.
See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals.
As long as I am, I will be.
The flower will never wilt or die.

As my life grows back, I shall become strong.
I shall become only dependent on one.
That one will be me.
I will rise with my petals high.

My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow.
I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as beautiful as the rest.
I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul.
The tears will be far from my smile.

well done and Thank you Lord

Another achievement I've done and I feel happy. I feel happy because all of my sacrifices, patience, and determination got a good result, to get a high grades in finals is very important to any students, after all those sacrifices and sleepless nights it's paid off when you see that all of those things you did has a very good outcome.

Its a fulfilled feeling that sometimes hard to explain. I 've been through a lot of ups and downs recently in my life and till at this very moment, I didnt expect that those trials gave me a strong determination to give all the best that I can to get a high grades in our finals in university. :) how I wish you were here to share with you what I feel now.

Thank you Lord, for the guidance, courage, and wisdom, for always giving me strenght that I need everytime I almost fall during my worst day. Thank you for making my worst day a good day, for giving me a peace of mind, and for making me a strong person during those times that I almost want to give up, despair and confused.

xoxo,

ms M

feel stranged..

Lonely and sad :(

change is the only constant things in this world

after all, life must go on and on, face the world with a bright smile like you never been hurt and cried...

xoxo,

ms. M