I am back!

                                

Hi! I’m back after few months of not checking my online diary.It’s nice to be back again here on blog sphere. Seems everything is new for me when I try to open my online diary and decide to write again. I was kind a busy  because of my job. I think I missed a lot of things in blog sphere and of course  I have so many things that I supposed to write lately but I haven’t enough time since I left my country and shift to a country where I am working now. Hope from now on  I will have enough time to update my blog and share my thoughts.  

Oh! how I miss writing. 

So little time

It is nice to be back on blogsphere.

Tonight after doing my projects. I checked my mail and happy to see my bestfriend online after long time. We chatted for a few minutes. I am happy to know that she will be back in the country end of this year. Its almost a year now that we haven't see each other since she left. I feel okey that she is doing okay and enjoying now her job at cruiseline. I just missin her a lot, she is one of my close friend and I treat her like a sister and part of my family, I have only two close girl friend whom I treat like my sister and part of my family, I trust them so much and whatever happens they will always there for me through bad times and good times. And I am proud of them for their achievements in life.

 I have busy days now due to submission of projects that we have. So, I seat on it just to finished for a day. It's been 3 weeks in a row now that I only have 3-4 hourse sleep. I feel I am so stress now and I really need some rest but it's not a right time to relax and have some fun because of too much things that need some attention and nee dto be done before the day of submission. I feel 24 hours is not enough just to finished everything that I have for a day, time passing too quickly and need to manage the time wisely. What a stressful weeks still to come but need some patience after this all of the hardwork will be paid off.
Thanks God for all the blessings, courage, wisdom, patience and guidance.


xoxo,
ms. M

another journey, a lovely and cold november

A lovely november, oh my sweet november..why? because this is the month which i was born..:)

Oh its time to say hello to a month of November and say goodbye to October. Its another month of journey and another month of learning and having a roller coaster life. Its not more than 2 months then we'll say goodbye to year 2010, oh how time flies. Im getting old again..additional year to my age..lol :) they told me dont think too much about adding your age and getting old..its just a number! the important thing is you look young and you have good heart.. yay! thanks to the person who said that..
october, the month which i had a lots of trouble, failures,hardship, pain and tears that i shed, but that made me strong as time goes by but there were time also that im happy, i felt happy because of people/friends who care for me and who cheer me up and wont leave me during those times that i am feeling down..

and im waiting for some surprises, hope there is.. seems like I am hoping again for something..lol, well why not and what if's..

well then,

its time to be happy and enjoy life

Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance, wisdom, courage and for taking care to those whom i love..

ms. M is signing off.. till next posts..

far away

The sheets are cold without you.
My hands have nothing to hold onto
when I feel as if I may fall
I'm slipping away..
Not wanting to stay awake but dream...
Memories of us still linger in the air
making it almost impossible to breathe

To dream of you as if it were yesterday into the past
warms the coldest space between my memories I don't want to lose those.

They are all I have to keep me breathing
Somewhere out there you are finding it hard to breathe also

To gaze upon something that reminds you of me
And me of you
But the empty space around me keeps me thinking of you
Wanting for you to fill it up

Painful tears cut through my existence
Through this space and straight into my heart
Souls that are not whole
lay inside us waiting to be revived

With your touch you can heat my frozen body
With your kiss you can bring my soul to life
With your hands you can hold me up
With your eyes you can make me see

We are one but apart we are only half
Not complete...Unfinished...Waiting
I hunger for you..without you I will starve
Save me!..Come home!

nice words, ilove it..:)



Note:

I feel sad tonight, thats the reason why I posted this.I just like the words. I don't know why I feel this way, it's really strange feeling being sad and lonely. I am starting to reminisce again, the past, the happy moments, the pains and the tears that i always shed all the time...ouch!.. be happy :) just missing someone who made me strong to face the reality of life..

a precious things that only your heart holds

Some things in life are more pecious than words can explain

Watching puddles move from drops of rain

The sounds of wave crashing against a rock, sunset reflection, a vision you can not block.

Whispers of wind blowing through tress

Walks through sand where you feel an ocean breeze,

Kittens purring in your ear,

These little things in life are so dear

A drive at night to watch the stars

Help your dreams seem not so far, soft hair of your teddy bear

A friend you know who will always care

The sound of new born baby's cry

The first time they open their eyes, a sweet smell of a yellow rose

This is something you will always know

A true love that you have found

You know your hearts will always bound

shellie sanchez

plans

Today I feel kinda bored. I slept all day, nothing to do outside, its almost 1 week now that always raining here, so I prefer to stay home, that makes me feel bored of not getting outside for how many days..lol. Im thinking of what to do in the coming months.. I wanna share my list of the things that Im planning to do..and here's the things that i want to accomplish and to do;

> to do well with my finals in univ. looking forward to, since im doing well this past terms, hope everything will ends well..

> to learn pole dancing or to enroll in pole dance class, after i watch pole dancing, i think its a nice exercise that can make the body look nice and healthy.

> to make a landscape for  a mini garden..ahhhmm..im thinking how am going to do it.

> thinking and planning about my future, well...well..

> to travel with special someone or with my friends or family

> to learn how to cook different kinds of cuisines (become a professional chef) and travel around the world for my profession.. why not??

> to have a kids when i reached the age of 32, yay! (in my dreams)

> to learn how to improve my weaknesses

> to be successful in any career path that im going to pursue.

>to be with someone whom i love :( .  sigh..