when life gives you a thousand of reasons to smile

Hi everyone! I am glad to be back. I been so busy in the past few months due to my final term in University and for my graduation. I had so many things to finalized before the grand day of our life in University after of few years of studying. 

And here it is I am finally finished my studies few months back, after all of those sleepless nights, researched projects, stress and pressured days, weeks and months and hard work, a lot of hard work, determination, courage and sacrifice but after all it was worth it. 

And I'm working in airline also, so it was kind a hard for me to manage my time and to make some posts and sometimes I am deadly tired and my brain did not function well. I got only few hours to sleep and need to go to work everyday in this industry the work is non stop it's 24/7.

                           

One of my batch mate in university took this:

Recently, I met some of my University batch mates and we hang out together just have some little fun.

We just reminisced the past after of few months, some of them did their training in US, so when they get back in our homeland we see each other and had some little funny moments together.

Just had some few conversation over anything and everything that happens during our life outside university. We had dinner together while enjoying the sunset at the bay side. And watched fireworks display with the rhythm of music, I felt good and I felt I go back to those younger days in my life. I feel it was New Year and we are celebrating another page of our life. I am really happy and my heart felt good.

 It was a romantic day and happy moments for us since we start our university life, we had a get together before but it was just a past time for us but this time it was different.

Our life in University, I would say it was like a roller coaster ride, we have so many ups and down, problems, stressful days and sometimes a misunderstandings to each other but at the end of the day we are still holding on to each other whatever struggles comes along  the way while we are on our journey and passed all of it.

Sometimes there were dark part in our life but we still enjoy life and go with the flow, everyday is a brand new day to face and to learn something new.

Every time I reminisce my life as a student, a classmate to my batch mates, a good students to my professors, and sometimes a stubborn friends and group mate to every projects we had I felt happy that I’ve been part of their life and we learned to each other. If I will get a chance to study again for another degree course I will still choose my batch mates as my co students in a class because they're like a family to me, I treat them as my brother and sister, we had a good and bad times together that makes our bond strong. I really miss them a lot and our life together as one team. Even though sometimes we don’t understand each other due to our different point of views  but still we are there to helped each other. There are so many reason to smile than to frown. I am happy being with them and being part of their life for so many years. We open a new page of our life and enjoy each of every moment of each chapter. And we are still there to each other through thick and thin. We are one of the pioneer Alumni of our batch. I am looking forward to get my ID soon.

Thanks God for all the blessings, for the happiness, the courage, the good health, for the smiles and for taking care of those people i love.

:)

ms. M

To be with you again..

So I still walk on through the night and through the rain I would give it all Just to be with you again.
It's a lonely road for my heart is still in chains but I live my life just to be with you again.
We have walked together where angels go and we found a place inside us that only we could know..

How I wish I could get back those time.

I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. How I wish I could get back the time.
Thinking of you that's all I can say.. 

xoxo,

msM

thankful, happy and bit sad

I am back again! Before anything else I wanna greet all my muslim friends a Happy Eid!

 I was quite busy the past weeks for my final term in University and so many things happens that makes my world like a roller coaster ride.

Slepless nights was paid off. I couldnt believe that I passed my dissertation paper. I miss my everyday life being a student, to be with my classmates and friends in University. I think this is the hard part of being  a student, last day in university, with classmates, friends and professors, hard to say goodbye but they say this is not the end and goodbyes but a new beggining, another life journey in a real world.

 

Yes, I am happy for what I achieved but my heart is feeling sad. How I wish you were here so that I can share my happiness and achievements with you but everything has change now and can't get back what we were before...never again. Im just thinking what "if" incase you are still there for me. :(..a heavy heart. but theres a lot of blessing to be thankful for. Because of what you did  I became strong and wiser.

and everything that happens to me...

When I think back of all the trials and hardship I encountered I feel  I am still bless because I had pass all of the hard times that almost I lost everything but thanks to all lovely people who always there for me to make me feel everything will gonna be fine and never leave me alone in a middle of nowhere. Im very thankful really. Thank you so much my precious friends.

a rollercoaster ride life with a bittersweet memories

Hey yah! I'm back after of few days of not visiting my online diary. I was busy with my finals in University. There's a lot of things happend that makes my life like a rollercoaster ride.

and I wanna share this dessert..

 flavored macaroons with chocolat

during my worst day I just think of those good memories that I had with those people whom I treasure a lot

How time flies, I didn't notice I am almost done with my degree, I thought I can't make it because of so many trials and hindrance I have been encountered while I am on the way of pursuing my dreams. I am very thankful to God for giving me a chance to have those people who helps me to pursue my dreams even though there were times that I almost gave up but they are always there for me to lift my spirit up, to support me and when everythings wrong with me they're always there to tap my back. Sometimes blessing comes in unexpected time and situation, sometimes we did'nt notice it is a small things that we just ignored. I am very thankful for having those good people around me, a priceless precious gems  that I have in my life and I'll keep forever.

Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance, wisdom, courage and strenght that you gave me and for giving me a chance to meet all those lovely people who touched my life while I am on my journey of reaching my dreams.


xoxo
ms. M

I am surround by those lovely people I called my true friends..

We owe it to ourselves as women to cultivate our friendships, encourage each other dreams and understand our commonalty. It is through these bonds that we find ourselves.

I am most myself when I am surrounded by my friends. We nourish one another with kind words and laughter. We plead each other's cases and believe in each other's dreams. My friends provide me with strenght, hope and love. I need them and they need me.

When life gets hectic, I'll make my friendships a priority. I'll let my friends nurture me when I feel distrught. I lean on their shoulders when times are tough. I'll create friendships that are built on companionship, support and unconditional caring and love. True friendship is a beautifier of mind, body and spirit. It completes our life and makes us beautiful.

I'm back, after couple of weeks that haven't update my online diary. I have so many worries now and busy sorting out things (personal issue in my life).Today I feel bit exhausted, take a nap and woke up after an hour and I decide to go out and visit my friends to change my mood and environment, have a cup of latte, it feels good talking to my friends especially in my situation now. I am bothered most of the time and confused about things that happens. I am still shocked.

Most of the time now I rely to my friends and I am blessed enough to have them because they never leave me during my worst times, everytime I need them to comfort me and make me feel relieve they're always there for me with open arms, listening to me and wipe my fears and tears when times I didn't control my tears to fall down and I am afraid. Now, I know who my real friends are  and who are those who just pretend to be my friend and their intentions is just to mess up my life. I learned a lot from what happend and now I only have few of  them whom I call "true friends" they are the people whom I know I can trust whatever may happens and I will keep them forever.

To those people I am talking about, they know who you are; Thank you so much for the friendship, care, love, understanding and for helping me to cope with what I am going through now and for always being there for me everytime I need a friend to talk to and to hold me. I am very blessed and thankful that I have those I called "true friends in my life".

xoxo,

ms. M