be thankful and ask for forgiveness

Today, I think I walked 7km. I went to different church and recite those 14 stations of the cross and pray. It's a tradition during lenten season called Visita Iglesia. Family, group of friends, lovers and etc gathered together to do this tradition during lenten season. It's 2 years now that I'm doin this alone. I don't have friends with me and family, my sister has to go to work and she can't go with me, so I prefer to be alone and to make it solemn also. My friends who used to be with me doing this together the past few years was not here already. It's a nice feeling doin this thing. I'm doin this almost 6 years now every lenten season, to be thankful for all the blessing that I have recieved and ask for forgiveness and guidance also. For me, it is not only a tradition its part of my life being a catholic. Nowadays, I noticed that some people who doin this they dont take it seriously, sometimes makes you feel annoyed because while you're praying suddenly there's a flash of camera and some are very noisy, instead of praying they talked loud about nonsense and make it like they're just having a tour. Oh, yes doing Visita Iglesia is like your having tour in different church and place but not to the extent that you need to bother those people who solemnly praying. But thats fine, after all I finished it without any hassles.
Thanks God for everything!



xoxo,
ms.M

If

If only I could make you see
how much you mean to me
If only I could make you see
how special you make me feel

If only I could make you see
how perfect you are to me
If only I could make you see
how loving you does feel

If only I could make you see
how much you make me smile
If only I could make you see
how much I want you to be mine

If only I could make you see
that my love for you is real
If only I could make you see
that this is like a dream

If only you could make me see
that you are really real
If only you could make me see
that this is not just a dream

If only you could see these things through my eyes and mind
If only you could feel these things through my heart and soul

If All these Ifs may come true
you would finally see
that you're really meant for me
my endless love to be


xox,
ms.M

its all about sweet tooth

While browsing some pictures from my files just remember to post this one, it's a continuation of my previous post..

to be continue..

well done and Thank you Lord

Another achievement I've done and I feel happy. I feel happy because all of my sacrifices, patience, and determination got a good result, to get a high grades in finals is very important to any students, after all those sacrifices and sleepless nights it's paid off when you see that all of those things you did has a very good outcome.

Its a fulfilled feeling that sometimes hard to explain. I 've been through a lot of ups and downs recently in my life and till at this very moment, I didnt expect that those trials gave me a strong determination to give all the best that I can to get a high grades in our finals in university. :) how I wish you were here to share with you what I feel now.

Thank you Lord, for the guidance, courage, and wisdom, for always giving me strenght that I need everytime I almost fall during my worst day. Thank you for making my worst day a good day, for giving me a peace of mind, and for making me a strong person during those times that I almost want to give up, despair and confused.

xoxo,

ms M

feel stranged..

Lonely and sad :(

change is the only constant things in this world

after all, life must go on and on, face the world with a bright smile like you never been hurt and cried...

xoxo,

ms. M

LOVE Sculpture

We went to this place for our final project. When I first heard the place where we are going to do our interview I don't feel any excitement, I thought it was just a simple location and nothing inside the location area and I feel annoyed also because the wather was like summer already and the location was so far from the city where I am living, and we need to take a long hours ride to get there. But when we arrived to the location I was really amazed with the place, its cozy inside and there are a lots of function area to chose and the place is very romantic and peaceful.

and I really like this love sculpture.

I feel I was in paradise when I entered the location, it's a lovely and romantic place. 

entrance of the location, the pathway.

I forgot to take a pictures of those angels (querubin)

during the night they open those light bulbs using those recycled plastic bottle, an environement friendly place.

a cute flower you can take a pictures with your face in the hole of flower sculptures.

most lights I saw in the place are the recycled plastic bottle with designs and different color of lights bulb inside, how creative, right?? It is one of the environment friendly place to visit or have some cup of coffee / tea with your friend, the place also has a coffee shop for the visitors who visit the place.

 lovely bird

It's a big land area that full of different kind of trees, flowers, birds and fruit trees and different function area designs, and a big house with a very unique design each in every floor. We just have limited time thats why I didn't take a pictures of the interior and exterior designs of the mansion. Hope one day I could visit the place again.

xoxo,
ms. M