19 October, 2010

the best of both worlds and loneliness

The best of both worlds thats is what you said,
yet if that statement is true
why do I feel so bad???

I want some things I can not have
to be someplace I can not be
There is sadness, memories, some tears deep inside of me

I want to be with you
To see you standing outside my door
Will I self destruct by always wanting more???


It is cold today, indeed the rain is falling and I am alone
Thoughts of life and love, meaningless to anyone but myself
I am alone
They watch me, their eyes not knowing
knowing nothing of what they see

I am but another creature, alone
They scury on teh surface, unaware
unaware of the life below when you are alone.

Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow but a time of solace
of deepness never to be shared
never to be understood
They can never reach the place when I am

And I know I dont want to reach tat place where they are
I know I dont want to reach that place
True happiness is here, unmisted
Unmisted by smiles or laughter
Unmisted by the joys of company

To find true happiness,
to know if one is truly happy
you must be happy alone....


farah acedo said...

The loneliness of the poem, so vivid, I understand and felt.. I wish for us to be happy beh.

Sanjay said...

Really your words touches heart