Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays!

May each day be happy and bright,

Overflowing with pleasure and love. May your Christmas be filled with delight.

I wanna say thanks to all who sent their greetings, my inbox almost full. I celebrate Christmas eve with my family. It was a full of happy moments and memorable one with them, after few years of not visiting them during Christmas. I just miss being with them.

To all my friends who never forget me eventhough I am always out of nowhere, I know you all understand my silence, it means everything. I am happy to know that after all of my absence you are always there for me no matter what. I am very thankful for all the blessings that I have recieved after all those hard times Ive been through still God is good because of the strenght and courage I have passed all of those trials. The year is almost over and I am counting all the blessings that I had this year and for all the lessons I learned that made me a strong one and wiser.

Thanks to all and enjoy the Holiday season!

with love,

ms.M



To be with you again..

So I still walk on through the night and through the rain I would give it all Just to be with you again.
It's a lonely road for my heart is still in chains but I live my life just to be with you again.
We have walked together where angels go and we found a place inside us that only we could know..

How I wish I could get back those time.

I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. How I wish I could get back the time.
Thinking of you that's all I can say.. 

xoxo,

msM

Its a wonderful day!

Its a wonderful day, its my Birthday!

 I am very thankful for all the blessings, happiness and success in my life, the sadness, pains and trials eventhough I have been into a difficult time of my life that makes my life upside down (like a roller coaster ride) I am still so blessed and I have so many things to be thankful for.

I've been busy the past days and my brain did not functioning well because of too much stress. Thanks to all my friends who send their greetings and wishes, to my family, and to those lovely people who never leave me, been there for me through thick and thin. Thank you so much. I am happy to say that God answered my prayer and that makes me happy again. Hope everything will gonna be fine and I am always hoping for the best.

I am happy and very thankful to God for all the blessings for the wisdom, strenght and for taking care of those people whom I love so much.

Happy Birthday to me!

cheers!

xoxo,
ms. M

thankful, happy and bit sad

I am back again! Before anything else I wanna greet all my muslim friends a Happy Eid!

 I was quite busy the past weeks for my final term in University and so many things happens that makes my world like a roller coaster ride.

Slepless nights was paid off. I couldnt believe that I passed my dissertation paper. I miss my everyday life being a student, to be with my classmates and friends in University. I think this is the hard part of being  a student, last day in university, with classmates, friends and professors, hard to say goodbye but they say this is not the end and goodbyes but a new beggining, another life journey in a real world.

 

Yes, I am happy for what I achieved but my heart is feeling sad. How I wish you were here so that I can share my happiness and achievements with you but everything has change now and can't get back what we were before...never again. Im just thinking what "if" incase you are still there for me. :(..a heavy heart. but theres a lot of blessing to be thankful for. Because of what you did  I became strong and wiser.

and everything that happens to me...

When I think back of all the trials and hardship I encountered I feel  I am still bless because I had pass all of the hard times that almost I lost everything but thanks to all lovely people who always there for me to make me feel everything will gonna be fine and never leave me alone in a middle of nowhere. Im very thankful really. Thank you so much my precious friends.

a rollercoaster ride life with a bittersweet memories

Hey yah! I'm back after of few days of not visiting my online diary. I was busy with my finals in University. There's a lot of things happend that makes my life like a rollercoaster ride.

and I wanna share this dessert..

 flavored macaroons with chocolat

during my worst day I just think of those good memories that I had with those people whom I treasure a lot

How time flies, I didn't notice I am almost done with my degree, I thought I can't make it because of so many trials and hindrance I have been encountered while I am on the way of pursuing my dreams. I am very thankful to God for giving me a chance to have those people who helps me to pursue my dreams even though there were times that I almost gave up but they are always there for me to lift my spirit up, to support me and when everythings wrong with me they're always there to tap my back. Sometimes blessing comes in unexpected time and situation, sometimes we did'nt notice it is a small things that we just ignored. I am very thankful for having those good people around me, a priceless precious gems  that I have in my life and I'll keep forever.

Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance, wisdom, courage and strenght that you gave me and for giving me a chance to meet all those lovely people who touched my life while I am on my journey of reaching my dreams.


xoxo
ms. M

Because we are...

If you kiss her, you are not a gentlemen

If you don't you're not a man

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying

if you dont, you are good for nothing

If you are agree to all her likes, you are a crimp

if you dont you are not understanding

If you visit her often she thinks you are boring

if you dont, she accused you of double crossing

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy

if you dont you are a dull boy

If you are jealous she says it is bad

if you dont she thinks you do not love her

If you attempt a romance she says you didnt respect her

if you dont she thinks you dont like her

If you are a minute late she complains its hard to wait

if she is late, she says thats the girls way

If you fail to help her crossing the streets you lack ethics

if you do, she thinks its just one of men's tactics of seduction

If you are staring at another woman, she accuses you of flirting

if she stared by another men, she says that they are just admiring

if she talks she wants you to listen

if you listen she wants you to talk

So simple yet so complex

so weak yet so powerful

So confusing yet so desirable

so damning yet so wonderful women!...