thankful, happy and bit sad

I am back again! Before anything else I wanna greet all my muslim friends a Happy Eid!

 I was quite busy the past weeks for my final term in University and so many things happens that makes my world like a roller coaster ride.

Slepless nights was paid off. I couldnt believe that I passed my dissertation paper. I miss my everyday life being a student, to be with my classmates and friends in University. I think this is the hard part of being  a student, last day in university, with classmates, friends and professors, hard to say goodbye but they say this is not the end and goodbyes but a new beggining, another life journey in a real world.

 

Yes, I am happy for what I achieved but my heart is feeling sad. How I wish you were here so that I can share my happiness and achievements with you but everything has change now and can't get back what we were before...never again. Im just thinking what "if" incase you are still there for me. :(..a heavy heart. but theres a lot of blessing to be thankful for. Because of what you did  I became strong and wiser.

and everything that happens to me...

When I think back of all the trials and hardship I encountered I feel  I am still bless because I had pass all of the hard times that almost I lost everything but thanks to all lovely people who always there for me to make me feel everything will gonna be fine and never leave me alone in a middle of nowhere. Im very thankful really. Thank you so much my precious friends.

a rollercoaster ride life with a bittersweet memories

Hey yah! I'm back after of few days of not visiting my online diary. I was busy with my finals in University. There's a lot of things happend that makes my life like a rollercoaster ride.

and I wanna share this dessert..

 flavored macaroons with chocolat

during my worst day I just think of those good memories that I had with those people whom I treasure a lot

How time flies, I didn't notice I am almost done with my degree, I thought I can't make it because of so many trials and hindrance I have been encountered while I am on the way of pursuing my dreams. I am very thankful to God for giving me a chance to have those people who helps me to pursue my dreams even though there were times that I almost gave up but they are always there for me to lift my spirit up, to support me and when everythings wrong with me they're always there to tap my back. Sometimes blessing comes in unexpected time and situation, sometimes we did'nt notice it is a small things that we just ignored. I am very thankful for having those good people around me, a priceless precious gems  that I have in my life and I'll keep forever.

Thanks God for all the blessings, guidance, wisdom, courage and strenght that you gave me and for giving me a chance to meet all those lovely people who touched my life while I am on my journey of reaching my dreams.


xoxo
ms. M

Because we are...

If you kiss her, you are not a gentlemen

If you don't you're not a man

If you praise her, she thinks you are lying

if you dont, you are good for nothing

If you are agree to all her likes, you are a crimp

if you dont you are not understanding

If you visit her often she thinks you are boring

if you dont, she accused you of double crossing

If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy

if you dont you are a dull boy

If you are jealous she says it is bad

if you dont she thinks you do not love her

If you attempt a romance she says you didnt respect her

if you dont she thinks you dont like her

If you are a minute late she complains its hard to wait

if she is late, she says thats the girls way

If you fail to help her crossing the streets you lack ethics

if you do, she thinks its just one of men's tactics of seduction

If you are staring at another woman, she accuses you of flirting

if she stared by another men, she says that they are just admiring

if she talks she wants you to listen

if you listen she wants you to talk

So simple yet so complex

so weak yet so powerful

So confusing yet so desirable

so damning yet so wonderful women!...

So little time

It is nice to be back on blogsphere.

Tonight after doing my projects. I checked my mail and happy to see my bestfriend online after long time. We chatted for a few minutes. I am happy to know that she will be back in the country end of this year. Its almost a year now that we haven't see each other since she left. I feel okey that she is doing okay and enjoying now her job at cruiseline. I just missin her a lot, she is one of my close friend and I treat her like a sister and part of my family, I have only two close girl friend whom I treat like my sister and part of my family, I trust them so much and whatever happens they will always there for me through bad times and good times. And I am proud of them for their achievements in life.

 I have busy days now due to submission of projects that we have. So, I seat on it just to finished for a day. It's been 3 weeks in a row now that I only have 3-4 hourse sleep. I feel I am so stress now and I really need some rest but it's not a right time to relax and have some fun because of too much things that need some attention and nee dto be done before the day of submission. I feel 24 hours is not enough just to finished everything that I have for a day, time passing too quickly and need to manage the time wisely. What a stressful weeks still to come but need some patience after this all of the hardwork will be paid off.
Thanks God for all the blessings, courage, wisdom, patience and guidance.


xoxo,
ms. M

A fashionable way of wrapping things

Today, while relaxing at home and thinking something to do, I switch the TV on and look for something interesting to watch and I stumble on this channel which they aired a documentary about history of different city in Japan. The documentary quite interesting and catched my attention. And since time passing too quickly and holiday is approaching and it is almost 3 more months to go so need to prepare for a presents to my family and friends on holiday and I always having a hard time to choose what gift wrapper I will use that will not give too much waste but an eco friendly one, and today I had an idea what to use. After consulting Mr. google here are some pictures I found online. I’m talking about Furoshiki- a fashionable way of wrapping things.

It’s a Japanese traditional wrapping cloth, an ancient tradition that used for gifts and other goods.

A creative and fun style of wrapping a gift. It usually made of a variety of cloths like nylon, silk, rayon and cotton

Furoshiki known as hirazutsumi- a flat folded bundle. A fashionable style of furoshiki. If you are a fashionable you should try this kind of wrapping a gift, you don’t need to be out of fashion, you can be creative and playful on what design you want for your gifts.

Everytime I think of something to buy as a present, I always had a hard time to pick something because I always think if they will like it or not and one of my friend told me that it doesnt matter how expensive your gifts is but it’s how presentable you wrap your gift and ofcourse you give it from the bottom of your heart, that matters most. For me, it doesn’t matter about the price its how that particular people value me in their life, it’s already a priceless present for me from people who valued me so much.
I recieved some invitation from my muslim friends this coming Eid so I have ideas now for the presents I will give to them.

Enjoy wrapping your gifts!..


xoxo,
ms. M

Ramadan Mubarak!

Ramadan Kareem to all my Muslim friends...

xoxo,

ms. M