Thanks God

Thanks God for another accomplishment that I have done. Thanks for the strenght, courage and wisdom, for giving me an opportunity to met those nice people and to be with them and for giving me a chance to do the task that give to me, I am happy being part of their team.

showpieces of masterpieces part 3

Creative Cake Decoration cont..

I was busy the past few months sorting out things and just now I got enough time to check my files while browsing all my files in my lappy I remember to posts this one the cont. of my previous posts.

A Food Traveller

I was busy today and bit tired. I had 2 cups of tea tonight..argghh..too bad. I feel so stressed. I had so much things to finish tonight and to do for the next few days, time passing too quickly. While thinking those projects I watch food travel and it makes me feel better.

Oh, I really love Andrew Zimmern and Anthony Bourdain. They are one of those well known Food Traveller Chef who travel in different country to discover different cuisines from different countries they visit. I love every episode of this show and its very interesting and entertaining, from best of the best cuisines, exotic foods, and those aphrodisiacs and what are the story behind of each cuisines. Ahmm..sounds interesting being a food traveller chef. Preparing for tomorrow vietnamese cuisines.

Thats all for now, I feel kind a sleepy now.

xoxo,

ms.M

what hurts the most??

Cannot go forward, cannot go back,
Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks.
I know I am leaving something behind,
And it is tearing my spirit inside.

Choices have always made me aware
Of contradictions in me - so unfair!
It seems that it all has to come down to me.
I wonder if someone my struggles can see?

Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight!

Alone, be alone, and from it all hide -
That's my first impulse that won't get me far.
Is that way for many, or is it my star?

Maybe I should have simply there stayed,
And prevented the so unknown fate
That chills me and makes me so scared.
Who knows how I would have otherwise faired?

But my life has passed in change after change,
Now in security I feel too strange,
And my restless heart does make me go on.
Moving and shifting is ever my song!

When you are taken for granted but you're still holdin on.

xoxo,

ms.M

a wish of a lonely heart

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

i'm wishing..

xoxo,

ms.M

somewhere out there

I think somewhere, sometime, I may find
A friend who will be forever true,
With a heart of beautiful eternal love
Maybe it will be somebody new.

I'll imagine a heart so very caring
And a willingness to share,
A delightfully sweet sense of humor
With spontaneous care.

They shall know how to keep a secret
And when to turn to prayer,
Not needing to always chat
But glad to just "be there".

Might I search away in the blue yonder
Or shall I look behind,
I'm feeling such a sweet tickle inside
Someone special is coming to my mind.

Oh then, why should I search so far and wide
For a friend of God's design,
When your heart was prepared before I prayed
Waiting for me, there all the time

xoxo

ms.M